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the parasocial relationship with jungkook and the way we’re now in bed together is messing me up real good
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i have nothing for halloween so take some yokai ginhiji doodles so you know im not dead ndnjvjd
#school is kicking my ASS good LORD#but we’re alright. its all good#im literally so obsessed with yokai ginhiji you have no idea its unlocked a hidden part of me and i need to get all my thoughts out#I LOVE THEM SO SO MUCH STILL THEY MAKE ME CRAZYYYYYYYYY#but only now instead of drawing out my insanity i have to sit and stew or rant to my friends#crying screaming throwing up#anyways#hope you all are well! have a good week#<3#sakata gintoki#hijikata toushirou#ginhiji#hijigin#gintoki x hijikata#hijikata x gintoki#gintama#ok bye
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🕊️🐢 :D I
WAILS!!! LOOKIT MY PRETTY BOY!??!?! ; 0 ; I LOVE HIM TY
#sobbing screaming throwing up#i love him#i wILL TREASURE IT FOREVER#MY PRECIOUS SON#he is so fucking pretty in ur style wow ; w ;#im love him....#thank you....#swanatello#swanatello fanworks#giggling wildly#kicking my feet
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I'm just gonna say it again real quick:
Yes!! Iron Man is a tragedy! It has and always has been since the very first appearance in 1963 which describes itself, Tony's life, and legacy, as such.
Tony causes most of his issues himself, he is his biggest villain, a majority of his rogues gallery are caricatures of the worst versions of himself brought to life (when they're not just being racist cuz...60s...). The worst thing about being Tony Stark is that he can't stop being Tony Stark (he tried!!) That is the point.
The majority of pain Tony goes through, is pain he inflicts on himself, whether intentionally or inadvertently. That is the point.
He is not A villain (at least. Not usually. There are...some rough moments and arcs that are. Not great. As there is with any character as old as he is). But he is his own main antagonist.
#I—just—*slams fists on floor*—I WANNA PUT HIM IN A PIETRI DISH AND VIOLENTLY SHAKE HIM#tony stark#iron man#616 tony stark#marvel#marvel comics#*screams cries throws up* IT'S NOT HIS FAULT HIS CHARACTER WAS ASSASSINATED IN 2005 IN A WAY THAT HASN'T BEEN RECOVERED FROM YET#***starts openly weeping*** if the next main IM series is bad it'll have been 20 years of this shit make it STOOOOOP#being his own antagonist! his actions and mental state and poor judgement calls reaonates with people!!#I'm wildly under qualified to talk about this stuff but#I feel like that's *why* people with mental health issues. self esteem issues. addiction issues. flock to him.#he is not a BAD person. he is a person. who makes mistakes. and devastates himself. and even leaves himself half dead sometimes.#who doubts himself. is simultaneously oversensitive and alarmingly oblivious. he is a mess. that is a fundamental requirement of being him#that. resonates with people. it's *relatable*. Tony Stark is a lightning rod of interest for people...like him. hurting. sad. desperate.#and he brings *enjoyment*. he brings jokes. comfort.#he brings hope#because if a guy like *that* can be *iron man*...maybe we'll all be ok too#it's solidarity but also it's a kick in the right direction. it's saying ''it's ok that this is how you feel. I'm right there with you.''#''but you can't stay here forever. we always need to try''#Iron Man is and always has been about the future. after all.
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One moment I'm normal about murder drones and then I think about how worker drones were build to mine exoplanets and thus are most likely pretty strong THUS headcanon that Uzi can lift N over her head with ease. She also would give bone crushing hugs. She would grab V by the leg and chuck her across the room
#ALSO this is definitely canon to mu#fuck around and find out au#because the image of possesed Uzi chucking N into a nearby building is a fun visual#also V trying to kick her and Uzi just grabbing her leg before it can hit and slamming her into the ground#murder drones v#murder drones n#murder drones uzi#murder drones#ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE COIN#maybe N likes to be carried or held sometimes yknow.#Uzi running to him. screaming about something and then just picking him up and throwing him into the air cause she knows he'll just glide#down but it helps her frustration#scroll thoughts#yeah im ill about them#hopefully will draw this at some point in the future
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i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself
#maiora garrulates#the maiora overthinks the process of writing dialogue saga continues!!!!!!!#im so tired. i have been overthinking this shit in circles i have not been making any progress in any which way lmao!#im bitching and moaning for funsies this is not that serious in the Grand Scheme Of Things i just wanna improve at my fav thing#and ❤️ Unfortunately ❤️ my favorite thing in the world involves learning MY MOST HATED *NEMESIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verbal communication. ew#words are fun! i LOVE words! toys!!!!! im using words right now and i didn't combust!!!!! wow look at that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#putting words in SEQUENCE? multiple times?? filtering THOUGHTS into SENTENCES???? sentences that a character would or wouldn't SAY???#AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER CHARACTER SOMETIMES???? AND THAT BITCH ALSO HAS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS????? AND THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL IDIOLECTS#AND TONES THAT S U P P O S E D L Y ARE IMPLICATED BY MANNERISMS AND VERBAL HABITS AND CIRCUMSTANCES (AND THERE'S WRONG ANSWERS! ALSO!!)#AND THEY'RE IN A CONTEXT!! AND THEY'RE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER AND INFLUENCING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE CONVERSATION COULD VARY GIVEN ENERGY LEVELS WHETER OR NOT SOMEONE'S FOOT IS FALLING ASLEEP THE F U C K I N G WEATHER#“oh dialogue is easy just say it out loud to yourself until it 'sounds normal' ^^”#screaming crying throwing up NONE OF THIS IS INTUITIVE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!#ok dramatics over its out of my system! for now!!!#this is all easily explained bc i just. draw a lot more than i talk to people. so like. OBVIOUSLY i have more practice drawing#so drawing comes natural! talking does not! subsequently dialogue is Hard! No FUCKING Shit Sherlock!!!!! (affectionate)#so yeah. im using y'all (the tumblr void) as practice! hi!!! words at you!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah thanks for baring with me while passing by my corner of the internet#i do love self indulgence this is fun check out my navel gazing actually no do not look at my belly button#anyway i just think this is mildly interesting. some of my writer buds have the same “not good enough” allergy towards visuals#but they use it to be mean2me >:( same bitch that “omg i cant i suck at drawing i can't do this-” does the “uhm. just write? lol.” 2 meeee#we could have peace and love on planet earth and a common experience and yet you KICK miette for being bad at words!!!1!!! </3 heartbreak!!#what the fuck was i talking about even#oh yeah. perfectionism within creatives i guess. LMAO JK i am talking about NOTHIN!!!!G i am just putting Words Out Here ehehehehehe#its practice >;)c#all this bc ive been doodling comics for myself again and im V!! PROUD OF THE ART!!!! wanna share- but DIALOGUE!*⚡sfx!!*....... so! options#a) leaving it blank. no there are NO microphones in the budget. b) leaving blank *balloons* so that the Rythm is there. implied convo!!!#c) ...doing it badly. (tragic)(heartwrenching)(teeny tiny bruise 2 the ego) *dramatic single tear cleches fists * its the only way.........#...we shall see! literally none of this is all that serious i am procrastinating!! <3 playing with my tuoys!!!!!!!! silly time!!!#/all lh! am reaching 30 tags so that is all for THIS episode of the maiora bitches about dialogue saga thank you for joining me!!okilyBuhBY
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so my beautiful amazing incredibly lovely wife @nwolf6 got me a cameo from Patrick Fabian EXPOSING ME AND MY HC THAT HOWARD HAMLIN IS IN FACT LANA DEL REY BUT HE AGREES
HE AGREES
HOWARD HAMLIN IS LANA DEL REY CONFIRMED
#crying screaming throwing up giggling and kicking my feet#I CANT FUCKING BELIEVE THIS I CANT IM GONNA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#HE ALSO SAID GODDAMN MANCHILD#HDYSHEHSUJEHEUWJDHEUEJEBUWIWBSHSJEVSHSUBSSHJWBEYWUEBSHSUHWBSUSJEBDUWJWBSUWJBSUSJWBE#I AM UNWELL#bcs#better call saul#howard hamlin#patrick fabian#HE SAID IT WAS HIS FAVORITE THING EVER#HE SAID IT#HE LOVED IT#HELP ME IM DEAD IM DYING I HAVE BEEN MURDERED#this is the best bday ill ever have nothing will top this
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GUYS LOOK AT MY WIFE
#kicking screaming throwing up#im so in love with him#wanna princess carry the man#hes the one getting carried across the threshold on our wedding day
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well that one comic panel with baby erik activated the sleeper agent in my brain that goes feral for de-aging angst... if you had the choice between erik protecting a suddenly de-aged charles or vice versa, which would it be and how how many years are they losing?
are you trying to killme. this amya very well kil me
#snap chats#sorry 1.) i have drank 2.) i just finished watching shame and the ending hit way harder than i thought it would#maybe its because of Aforementioned Drinking but i need to lay down and throw up#this isnt a shame review tho ill put my On Topic Rambles now#both hit hard for relatively the same reason. or at least foils of a reason Does That MAke Sense i dont know i cant feel ym forehead#becaue like .. charles couldve greatly benefited from having a protector in his childhood- as did erikt oo of course#like with charles he forgave his mother for not being able to do anything against his stepfather And Thats Incredibly Valid#bless his mother she did all she could and so with this scenario im led to imagine an alternartive or someting similar idk#charles is so gentle but that doesnt always work- he needed someone to kick and scream and fight for him growing up#and so im forced to imagine if the likes of erik was there to protect him as akid#similarly with erik charles being there as a caring figure and to just be like#'hey please dont let this world squander the love in you' would be so important to him#am i making sense. i dont know if im making sense im mashing my fingers on a keyboard#its a miracle i can type coherent sentences really but thats my take on thi as of right now#i dont thinka anythin with de-aging nd whatevr tbh but i can entertain a concept at least#anyway now that ive finished watchin ima go see how much doodles i can make before i pass out#ill see youuuu all then
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#look at finn all grown up#i feel like a proud mom#im sobbing#screaming crying throwing up#kicking my feet#steddie#steve harrington#robin buckley#mike wheeler#joe keery#djo#maya hawke#finn wolfhard#ghostbusters#gator tillman#fargo fx#chaos angel#stranger things#st fandom
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I am back.
Is everything alright? Why is maple leaving?
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I don't... I dont know..
#ty for the ask <3#heads up#im gonna go unresponsive for a little#cause my anxiety is kicking in and i have news blog stuff to work on#ill be back though i swear#im just getting anxious and not in a “woah spooky” way in a “im abt to throw my phone and cry while holding my cat#screaming into the sunset“ way#bfb#bfb leafy#bfdi#bfdi leafy#leafy jr#tpot#tpot leafy#bfdia#leafy
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Thinking about Kung Lao and how unfair it is that he’s not real-
What do you mean I can’t kiss my lovable dumbass, what do you MEAN that I can’t marry him, what 😭 WHY 😭
#I love that man so much#please im begging#kicking and screaming#crying and throwing up#mortal kombat#mk1 2023#kung lao mk1
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this is absolutely devastating.
#VYN. MY VYN CARD. NOOOOOO#FML I WOULDNT HAVE PULLED FOR ARTEM IF I KNEW#IM CRYING#TBIS IS MORE DEVASTATING THAN LOSING WANDERER TO MONA LAST YEAR#SCREAMING CRYING SOBBING WAILING THROWING UP KICKING THE WALL STAMPING MY FEET THROWING A TANTRUM#MY DISAPPOINTMENT IS IMMESURABLE AND MY DAY IS RUINED#RUINED I TELL U ☹️☹️☹️
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✨ Reading that one chapter in TWK✨
"He presses his mouth to my ear, kissing me there."
"He doesn't kiss me as though he's angry; his kiss is soft, yearning."
""Tell me that you hate me." "I hate you." He kisses me harder."
"I hate you so much that sometimes i can't think of anything else."
"He kisses me again, and it's like falling off a cliff."
"I don't want him to stop."
"This is an absolutely terrible idea."
"I could gather up my things and go. I don't."
"My hands are shaking. He captures them and kisses my knuckles with a kind of reverence."
"I want to tell you so many lies."
"his tail curling against his leg then twisting to coil against mine, soft as a whisper."
"I feel as though I'm drowning in sensation."
"I hate that I throw my head back, baring my throat. I hate the way I cling to him..."
#shit had me kicking my feet and giggling#they made me so giddy#im so down bad for them#😭✋#screaming crying throwing up#your honour they are in love#i love them so much#judecardan#jurdan#jude and cardan#jude duarte#cardan greenbriar#jude x cardan#tfota#the wicked king
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these two gifs……..post interrogation azriel pain
#I AM SO!!!!!!!!!!#im seeing it again on monday :o)#(giggles and kicks my feet—throws up and banshee screams)#see bc he goes from these huge emotions here to silence and dissociation for a whole week#everybody thinks he’s still working? actually he’s face down on the floor somewhere undisclosed and battling the Demons#and nobody questions it!! that’s just az!! doing his job!! nobody is worried!! :’)#i’m fine. i’m cool. i’m collected (im not)
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I always thought seeing grimmjow animated again would have me running in circles screaming but I feel more like a content parent clapping as my idiot child comes in last place on sports day, like you do your best baby I'm proud of you 😌
#im so much calmer than when he returned to the manga#that was screaming crying heart palpations throwing up#i almost kicked down my house mates door cus i was losing it#i discovered she was smoking out the window (something we agreed we wouldn't do) but i didnt care cus i was going insane
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